Just a Little Nervous
Ok, so now I have to watch what I wrote. Before, not so much, actually. Sure my mom was reading whatever I wrote, but I didn't write anything too incriminating. I think. And even if I did I don't think it should count because she would have gotten the information illegaly anyway. She didn't read me my Miranda Rights. But I don't usually write anything in here that could get me in trouble.
But now I have a professional writer watching over my shoulder. Yes, in a crazy chain of events my grandmother has now found my blog. Sure, that doesn't bother me, I'll still write as normally would. But come on. She's a professional writer. She has books published for crying out loud. How can I compete with that? I can't, and that's why I stick to Blogger. It's that simple.
But still, in the back of my mind it's still there that she is reading it and she is a more experienced writer than I am. And I know there are some spelling mistakes in this blog. I'm not perfect. And I probably overuse the comma. And maybe I shouldn't be using the contractions. And I wouldn't think of stuff like that normally. (Ok, that's not true. I have been told I use waaaay too many commas. That I need to stop. Shhh.) But with a professional writer reading this? That's too much pressure. I don't know if I can deal with it.
Ah, who am I kidding. I don't care. She can read everything and anything she wants, that's why this is here. For everyone to know how I'm doing and that I'm still alive. Now about those pictures...
But now I have a professional writer watching over my shoulder. Yes, in a crazy chain of events my grandmother has now found my blog. Sure, that doesn't bother me, I'll still write as normally would. But come on. She's a professional writer. She has books published for crying out loud. How can I compete with that? I can't, and that's why I stick to Blogger. It's that simple.
But still, in the back of my mind it's still there that she is reading it and she is a more experienced writer than I am. And I know there are some spelling mistakes in this blog. I'm not perfect. And I probably overuse the comma. And maybe I shouldn't be using the contractions. And I wouldn't think of stuff like that normally. (Ok, that's not true. I have been told I use waaaay too many commas. That I need to stop. Shhh.) But with a professional writer reading this? That's too much pressure. I don't know if I can deal with it.
Ah, who am I kidding. I don't care. She can read everything and anything she wants, that's why this is here. For everyone to know how I'm doing and that I'm still alive. Now about those pictures...


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