Just Disapear

I think I'm gonna get on the bandwagon. Everywhere I turn people have said 'this week is real bad' or 'I want this week to end right now.' And I didn't see it until now.

Now I think I'm gonna have to say 'get this fucking week over'.

Between my legs burning like fire whenever I walk, to the shitty weather, to the reading I probably should have done, this week is just getting worse and worse.

I think this weekend I need to leave and find myself. Just disapear into the woods and spend a few hours there getting to know myself, to recompose myself and figure out who I should be and who everyone else wants to be.

It'll be my form of meditation, to get away from the world and the school and the people I surrond myself with.

I need to get away and just disapear.